| so school has OFICALLY started. as in classes.
its too early to tell if i like all of them but i seem to, im sure i will have my moments in each class.
my favorite moment had to be forensics when mr havens was like shea ok your going to be oj simpsons wife and he grabbed her by the hair and pushed on onto the ground and the picked her up by the hair and cut her throat with a ruler-- imagine a tour walking by a seeing that hah.
so im taking a break from ap euro homework eeeeeppp i need to read 27 or something pages in this HUGE book-thing and its not too much fun, plus we have to make up questions for ourselves but the way in which he wants us to do it is not too easy. whateva i love mcclure. i saw him on the first day of school i went for the high five and he went for the hug then i went for the high five again and he went for the hug it was one of the awkward funny moments-- greatest guy of ALL time.
i think i want to do early decision into a college but im kind of nervous because what is pulling me into the college i know i will regreat later. dont worry you're not ment to understand that. the drawback to the college is also kind of whats pulling me in but at some point i will regreat it, its just home much i regreat it and home much of an impact it has on my life. i just have false hope that it turns out ok. im dumb like that. i still expect the best. hah what a joke i am.
i feel an axiety attack coming on YESSSSSSSS
why am i such a winner?
why?
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| so yesterday i had my first day of school.
it wasnt really school we just did habitat for humanity. my group moved boxes and stuff in a warehouse it wasnt too bad.
friends were being weird. non-friends were being nice. so whatever. im all over going to college i want in now- im over senior year.
the feeling will pass im sure.
i was talking to the two boys last night and they were acting weird to me. a good weird but still weird. i havent talked to either of them in a while so it was weird that they both kind of started with me last night.
i dont know whats going to happen there.
also really weird dream last night. REALLY. um confusing much?
so basically my life has been pretty weird lately
since my last journal entry mikey slept over again. we kept it local we watched a million hours of 24 and stayed up all night. except not really i think until 4 or 5 am. i miss him.
parents have been fighting a lot. and by parents i mean my father yelling at my mother in the middle of the house for all of the kids to hear. thats basically my favorite thing to come home to everyday.
i think im calling shea (my clone.. because we officially are the same again) and we are doing lunch because we both skipped out on the ropes courses today. how much is signing a death waver then standing up on ropes really high in the air not my thing? | | comments: Leave a comment |
| ok so i actually have not used my live journal in forever.
since 2004, it was fall soccer season. i dont even play soccer anymore WOWWWWWW.
ok so lets think of what was happening in fall 2004:
i just turned 15
everyone just got expelled
those i think are the two main ones. so much has changed. ok so my summer job-- i ended up loving it. i thought i would hate it. i loved the people i worked with, mostly.
well:
my cit and i were in love which was pretty great. it made the days pass pretty quickly.
i found good friends though. my mom is like YESSS FRIENDS IN THE STATE OF NEW YORK.
but now im kind of bummed out because work is over and im like what do i do now? plus lauryn and nick are BOTH away. but its ok i had an hour and a half phone chat with nick last night. and lauryn comes home friday night so there will definatly be some carolyn/lauryn time.
kari is going to college soon which is going to be sad. i love that girl. but shes going to love college and be happy and all of that good stuff.
but then i have emily EMILYYYY who i love and can hang out with. i hope i do. hopefully she will have me, i hope so.
and of course stephanie and christie who i went to camp with since i was in 4th grade.
so my friend mikey, came to visit me. he lives in california and he is visiting 16 colleges on the northeast and he was in nj and so he drove to my house, it took him 3 hours because he got lost, but he made it. we went to ct and hung out with kendall and michelle and such. then he slept over it was great. mikey is mikey.
then there is PAULLLL i pushed psd into my pool.i broke his cell phone. i have to pay to fix it. its going to be like 150 to fix. it reminds me of the time that grace pushed fro into the pool and his phone broke and she refused to pay because she is grace hough and owns life.
but yeah im glad that i re-discovered my live journal. i stoped writing in it once i got a myspace. but i think im going to start again.
ill probably start posting a couple times a day again.. it will be glorious. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| olivia came over last night- we had fun. today was soccer game against oakwood friends we won 7-0 chu made us stop scoring after 7 so for the second half we just passed a lot- those kinds of games are hard, we dont chear after a goal or anything. then i came home and slept for about 5 hours.....
hopefully im going to hayleys tomorrow, lets all keep our fingers crossed for an intense night at the o'donnells
+ plus.. i hate when people fish for complements or try to get sympathy+ | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| so today at the beginning of the double western civ mr. mcclure was like oh do you want to see something funny. so then he clicks on a picture and he was like yeah this was one of my students at boarding school then he enlarges the picture and it is a picture of a toilet with a passed out guy next to it- it was kind of the highlight of my day. then we continued on for 40 min watching these jackass kinds of videos that kids did in there dorm.
damn i wish i went to boarding school- soo much free time
ok kindler and olivia can we say spring break in mexico con los mexicanos?? hahha AM I SEXUALLLLLL???
no wait brian and i are most def going on the same cruise in march- RIGHT, ok.
3mt first session llc? hopefully
- kevin g and the power of 3
p.s. dont have sex because then you will get pregnant and you will die. so just dont do it. ok, promise? good- here kids have take some rubbers. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| this weekend i went to stratton, vt with hayley. it was my life. so first of her sister emory just might be my best friend i love her- lets all convience her to come to st.lukes instead of loomis, ok. i did the island swim (a mile swim) in there lake and it was FREEZING COLD, it was pretty redonk. and they were all doing greenwich cheers for me- emory doing a high-kick may have just been the highlight of my life. hayley's cousins came sat, and her cousin james is hilarious. we watch snl togeather because everyone else went to bed by then. i dont know if you watch it but the fun-house sketch this weekend (the one about the ex-presidents) was definatly drugs induced.. we were just confused. sunday we went shopping, and james his sister and i protested the war- it was wonderful. then that night james and eliza (his sister ahd to go to bed at 11) so at like 12:30 we went to go wake them up and i decided to pour freezing cold ice water on them. well this idea would have worked really well if emory was not wearing my LLC sweatpants and didn't slid and fall on the floor and all. well then hayleys uncle woke up and started fipping out and we got scared, hayley hid behind the counter hahah. earlier that day em, hayley, eliza james and i went out to town- it was great. we stole orange flags and then hayley got yelled out
wow that was such an excellent weekend- im sad its over
- Care
p.s. im sure no one read this entry | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| im talking to my clone on the phone.. she says hi
well today during h katie and i went to wilcox's bio class and took a quiz and distupted it- i was hilarious... we made a new frosh friend- wow katie we seem uncool when i write it down hahhaha
im on the stratton, CT. with hayleye and emory tomorrow YAYAYYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYA im sooo excited i cant even handle it
but i want my long lake sweatshirt back- my clone has it and refuses to give it back... hmm im "sorry" ooh asphhh
.... a little pink gnome
p.s. hi PEITARRRR hahah oh asphhhhh | | comments: Leave a comment |
| funniest h period, katie was telling me about her weekend with chris and somehow i was mentioning the shocker (hmm i wonder how we got onto that topic? haha). katie was totally clueless to the shocker and we became obsessed with the hand sign, the 5th graders were pretty impressed hahah then we made it out of a fork. things only got better when matt came over at lunch because liv was SCREAMING at him about how i was still livingstrong with my bracelet and all and he told me to " fork it over" which made liv, sam and i crack up like no other... then we got into a pretty big BLOW ME UP/ROAR fight hahaha
well to those of you who did not understand any of that-- im sorry but it was totally hilarious... ok so im just going to add how much i love jamie because of this
Subject: JILL MY LOVE!!!! <3
JILL! i miss you sooo freakkin much! DUDE how am i to survive without you. What does NY have that i DONT!? huh!!??!!
i miss you and alvin and boxers and wife beater and boxers and alvin and
cookies at 2 and boxers and 7063 and alvin and tanning and searching for lauren on the whole ship and boxers and running from d12 and alvin and boxers and wife beater and alvin! ahhhh MOVE IN ALREADY!
x0x0. ~ jamie
i miss the cruise more than life itself-- not to mention cream puff (d12 hahah)
plus plus PLUS emily brooke hotz born september 22, 1989 is my BEST FRIEND EVER and she is going to love staples more than st. lukes because she is that cool.. yeah | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| just got back from bonding trip.. i had a blast
ok its official- olivia and i chose the best room.. so many hilarious times jake and kevin thinking that dsl is a cable modem hahha, help me with my math homework?
kindler, jake, kevin and i in the same boat must have been the funniest thing ever.... jake and kevin are crew boys and same and i are dead weight as kevin was like "sam you our radio", and she was like "ill sing blood brothers"- now jake gets all exciteced because he thinks its his hardcore music then kindler starts singing blood brothers as in the musical! hahah hilarious, plus kevin and jake left us for about 30 min and kindler and i were going around and screaming jake and kevin and kevin and jake (it was pretty wonderfull) then we were being all mexicano (OMG OLIVIA THE MEXICANs=LIFE!!!) and laying on a hammok haha... kinder and i= the two most jewish people ever
lets just stress how hilarious the first night was.. kevin and cliff going on there whole "egg beaters" rampage and doing an improve skit then i feel down the hill and cliff laughed and told me how jewish i was- PRICELESS... then he called me an asshole for all of my offesive jokes haha
the second night- cliff and grace go behind the girls cabin and im down on the ground in the bathroom spying on the every 15 min just to keep updated haha then steph pulls open the curtain as im looking through the window and i start to lecture her on how to spy the correct way ahha wow kids i love you- and grace JUST JOSHING!
this morning liv and i got into a fight that went something like:
liv- ROAR ROAR ROAR
me- BLOW ME UP.. BLOW ME UP
then we sang rocky for about 40 min
ok so bonding trip= my life
piratEJ27ro k81 (9:34:43 PM): carolyn
piratEJ27ro k81 (9:34:46 PM): what up bitty
- i love lizzy, sorry kara shes better | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Hey my friend, it seems your eyes are troubled care to share your problems with me? You're feeling low and so a good idea would be to get it off your mind. Tomorrow we are off to camp hi-rock for our class bonding trip- haha class bonding what a joke. its funny the people who we seem to need to most are not going to be there tommorrow, or the day after or the day after. however, i look and i am just so happy that i have my clone and my friends... i want you to say that i am here for you all if you ever need me- you have been there for me and manage to bring i smile to my face (me: liv look i got matts livestrong bracelet, liv(pauses): thats on backorder RUN!!!). girls- we will call you every moment possible but i dont know if we are going to get service up there so if you dont hear from us thats why.... p.s. i hope that we can all find where i quote dave in this entry- ok, also leave poor nan alone shes my degrassi buddy hha | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | still dave | | Time: | 09:46 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) rejuvenated |
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| So I realized that like the last 5 of my entries have been really pessamisitc. Thats probably because I only write when im bummed because no one really cares about all of the happy stuff in my life (like X period study hall today- hilarious haha thanks grace and keving. so he was shaking? inside of you? you were on top of him? what hahahha)
Ok, so this is the thing- everyone has problems. yeah its true. this is through the WWHGWFEBDFM method- just look:
Suprgirl88 (8:44:53 PM): instead of WWJD we're doing WWHGWFEBDFM
Suprgirl88 (8:45:01 PM): it meaanns what would have gone wrong for els bud didn't for me
Suprgirl88 (8:45:07 PM): IT WILL AALWAYS MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER
hahha elspeth i love you! plus, nanna is adorable for commenting in my life journal and all and for this:
Nanna567 (9:41:48 PM): due how do u spell STOOK
Nanna567 (9:41:56 PM): as in he stook around
camjam1012 (9:42:29 PM): what are you even trying to say?
camjam1012 (9:42:30 PM): ahhah
camjam1012 (9:42:32 PM): snook?
Nanna567 (9:42:37 PM): no
Nanna567 (9:42:40 PM): liek STICK AROUND
Nanna567 (9:42:46 PM): but he STOOK around
Nanna567 (9:42:48 PM): past tense
Nanna567 (9:42:54 PM): is taht a word?
camjam1012 (9:42:56 PM): stuck?
Nanna567 (9:43:02 PM): THANKS!
i love how that took us about 2 min to figure out.
ok so sorry for my whole angsty lj thing- it happens.... its been a really rough day, damn can it be over yet? but good news- because it is yom kipper tomorrow night we stop sitting shiva tomorrow- YAY!!!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| counting, counting, counting.. it makes me so angry that i want to scream.perfection.
" you dont know me so well i think we know that now"
... i lost you- busted
i really just need a lizzy.... i need my friends... i need something
no i need to get over it | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i tried so hard for everything to go right, we all handled it so well- we had it so planned out. grace is completely right.. we would have like 8 adults willing to take us tonight if it wasnt for damn back to school night WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT THOSE ANYWAY?
i have a massive headache, my shin is swelling (yay soccer) and worst of all we are missing green day tonight...... this sucks more than i can ever explain | | comments: Leave a comment |
| ooh the joys of babysitting. Random thought of the day: how annoying is it when people pretend to be drunk/high?
just thinking,
Karen | | comments: Leave a comment |
| katie and i are currently in H period study hall and we are having an argument over the cool way to spell her name... katie: NO KT, SPELL MY NAME THE COOL WAY! haha I love this girl. So im babysitting tomorrow, which is chill and all but katies boyfriend Chris is visiting and i want to meet this kid. Lets just remember when kt's old boyfriend, Jeremy, visited during homecoming and I just jumped around and went JEREMY JEREMY JEREMY... now you think this would be the funniest thing ever- but then this kid started to dance, WOW. Katie is the funiest typer ever I cant even describe it- she is almost as cool of a typer and Jeremy is as a dancer. I wonder if Chris will be as cool and Jeremy? hmm questions to ponder.
So yesterday was Rosh Hashana or as shea says: ROSHAWANAMA. That was chill, our Rabbi said Jews for Jeasus and I started laughing (yeah cliff and sam). Ok so I think Katie and I are gonna peace... rock the vote november 2 gideon would want it this way
Shana Tova | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Ok so im really stressed out. not really about school or soccer or whatever. it is the stupidest thing ever but my birthday is causing me so much damn stress- random right. So i was thinking about it a while ago and i started to make a list and it was like 33 people- i was just like this is ridiculous. So most of these people im not really that good of friends with I just have to invite them by association... think that the whole invite by association is so stupid?
Ok lets please all flashback to friday when everyone is FLIPPINGOUT because they were not envited to Cliffs party. Ok this made me angry because 1. your not even friends with cliff 2. you even said i would not have actually gone but an invite would have been nice 3. you act like you have never not been invited to a party before..... how totally un-necessary is this?
Ok so I think im just going to give up like I do everyother year. Last year my mom elspeth and I went to Cabaret and it was a TOTAL BLAST- it was soo disaterious we couldnt find a cab so poor lil els had to walk like 15 blocks in these high healed shoes that were killing her.. damn that girl is a trooper
I just want to thank everyone for flipping out so much and making something out of nothing.... i love sarah, i miss the cruise and llc- how many more months like 11, damn
+jillie+
p.s. this whole entry wasn't really written about anyone in particular, just about how im so frustrated that i cant even plan a birthday party.... damn im so sad hahha
-on a lighter note gideon yago will be on tv in 24 min to do a newsbreak at 10 to the hour and my clone is hilarious
ok im over it... | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Ocean Avenue- Yellowcard | | Subject: | this is all for... | | Time: | 09:15 pm | | Current Mood: | grateful |
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| Kara. This whole damn journal entry is made just for kara meyering and how much i completly love this girl. Ok so lets recap tonight SUCK SO BAD I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE IT!!!!! But Kara made me feel better and she is the only one that can possibly empathize with what i was/am going through. plus she made my laugh all because of this:
Boocus89 (7:47:16 PM): oh ym god i LOVE HIM
Boocus89 (7:47:20 PM): we would so be best friends
Boocus89 (7:47:26 PM): i bet he watched power rangers as a little kid
Boocus89 (7:47:28 PM): and wanted to be one
Boocus89 (7:47:31 PM): he wanted to be the red one
Boocus89 (7:47:35 PM): I SWEAR i love him so much
.. im so glad that I have her approval haha
Also I talked to her tonight and we just talked about everything. One thing was long lake camp- beautiful llc. How she wants to go back for 2 sessions because its our last year (and we will be DAMN- CITS!!!!) and how im going back for 6 weeks with her.. we will make it work. Her little puppy lola is the cuttest thing ever. Seriously imagine the cutest thing you have ever seen in your like multiply that by 5 and you have a sligh idea of just how cute lil lola is. Ok because Kara tells (by far) the best stories ever I will finish the live journal off with one of my favorite kara sotries:
Do you know when you are in kindergarten and the teachers give you crayons and tell you to draw a self porterate. Then they come around and comment on your squiggles and try to get you to improve- I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE COMMENT ON MY ARTWORK! So, I would never do these self porterates. When everyone else was drawing I would go into the corner with the blue crayon and pretend like I was Celion Dion and the blue cryon was the microphone.
- Carolyn silverwomen, the c-follower
p.s. ok one month.. ONE MONTH BABY!!! yep thats right its my birthday!!!! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | wonderwall- oasis (make me think of the cruise) | | Subject: | subjective reality | | Time: | 11:33 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) anxious |
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| I have an english oral due tomorrow... its hard. Its all about the nature of literature and the function of literature and how do we evaulate it.
So Elspeth came over yesterday after the soccer game (5-0 against King- nice job ladies) and we went to the mall. After that Elspeths mom wanted to take us out somewhere but we really just wanted to sit at my house. So then we did, and we got into a really deep conversation about what is going on her life.. man I really can't believe how strong she is. Then we sat and did homework for like two hours. Yes, on a saterday night we choose to sit at home and do homework instead of go out- we are that cool. But I am glad I did because the english oral is intense.. I already put 2 hours of work into it and im only abuot 1/3 of the way done.
So then I passes out at like 11 (even though I always stay up to watch SNL on saterday- even though its not the regular season yet). But at like 12 my phone started ringing and woke me up. It was chill though because it was brian and I havent talked to this kid in like a week and he always has some funny story to tell (something about the water pips at his school didnt work so after football practice they all ran through the sprinkers- that was there shower- and people came and took pictures and posted them on the website... ok i thought that, that was pretty funny).
I woke up at like 11 today, my dad was working on the computer that I saved my paper on I have had a random hour to do whatever. I got my pictures from the cruise back yesterday, which was very exciting, and I looded them onto shutterfly. I think that the link is on my prof but if not here it is:
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/share/welcome?i=EeAs2zJq4bNmFM¬ag=1&sm=1&sl=1
so i really dont have anything interesting to say...
- jennifer garner | | comments: Leave a comment |
| school starts, its been fun. Great moment from today A period studdy hall with malone:
kt: so now im always like do it again haha
chuhta: with chris?
kt: yeah... wait- chuhta?
that moment was so wonderful, plus kt asking little 7th graders for dates on friday ( 2 yes, 2 no, 1 ignore) and a girl for her pink magnet.
damn long lake camp is full of whores..
ok thats all for now
-can we all see the irony in my livejournal name? ok im glad | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Ok so I walk into school today about two hours early for soccer practice because my mom couldnt drive me any other time. So I am about to go into Chuhta's room and all of a sudden I hear "GOLDMAN!!!!"- I turn around and it was none other than Clifford Champion. So that just totally made my day because I haven't seen Cliff all summer long and I hardly talked to him. Today Brian's away message said something about saying retarted like a pirate (go on do it....) and it just reminded me of Emmy and I stummbling around last sunday and saying that. Well these two events basically equal up to me being really excited for school tommorrow.
less than 6 hours till school,
peace it...
summer '04: no regrets | | comments: Leave a comment |
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